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So while I was doing Sound of Music I remembered that one of the Von Trapp kid's name is Kurt.

Very youngest boy with the blonde hair on the left.

totally going to draw Kurt wearing lederhosen's. 

short shorts

dem knees though 

  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Dan Tyminski: The Boy Who Wouldn't Hoe Corn
  • Reading: Same Stones
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  • Playing: Pokemon: Alpha Sapphire
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Drunk Jew by Deerstrukk
Drunk Jew
oh Arceus Kurt

what are you doing


put a shirt back on


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(Contains: ideologically sensitive material)

Homeboy, you’re gonna wish one day

You were sittin’ on the gate of a truck by the lake

With your high school flame on one side

Ice cold beer on the other

Ain’t no shame in a  blue collar forty
Little house, little kids, little small town story
If you don’t ever do anything else for me
Just do this for me, brother, come on home, boy

- Eric Church’s “Homeboy” 



Steven’s P.O.V.

My life was miserable for the past few days. On New Years Eve Kurt and I had a fight then a few days later I caught him sleeping with Wallace.


I was entirely ticked off at him and I guess we officially broke up.

I wasn’t sure why I was so depressed but I stayed home for the past few days until I finally decided to get help from my Dad.

“Still feeling pretty bad?”

I sat in front of my Dad’s desk up in his office. He pushed his work away and stared at me with comforting eyes.


“I’m sorry to hear about what’s going on and why you’re so depressed. I can understand how upset you must’ve been over finding Kurt sleeping with Wallace. Must’ve been shocked.”

“Shocked and furious. I’m not sure what to do, Dad. I’ve been so depressed over these past few days and have no motivation to do anything.”

“Have you tried some of your favorite hobbies you usually do to distract your mind? Like…searching for rare rocks?”

“Yeah, I tried doing that but I ended up just sitting outside the cave the whole time.”

He looked down from his desk then leaned back.

“Steven, I know you’re not going to like this but I feel you should talk to Kurt again.”

“Talk to him? Why? You mean as in forgiving him?”

“Yes, forgiving him.”

“But…after all he did?” I was usually a very forgiving guy and would brush situations off easily. I just felt….bad.

“Forgiving people can be hard, but you and Kurt really did love each other…Kurt’s just having issues and struggling with something right now. I suggest trying to talk to him and if he’s rude back to you then just ignore him for a bit. See what goes on, ok?”

I sighed not really big on the decision but gave in. “Ok…”

“Good! Now you know I love you, right?”

We gave each other a family hug then I left the company and stood outside. I tried calling Kurt a few times but he didn’t answer his phone for whatever reason. Hoenn’s a pretty big place and trying to find one guy without a phone call was difficult. I decided to head out to his hometown to see if he was hanging around there then go and ask around the Mossdeep area to see if they saw Kurt around there.

The road from Rustboro to Littleroot was a bit of a while away but I’ve been farther than that. If it was love then I would get there quicker, right?

I walked along a dirt road and to my surprise I actually saw Kurt up ahead! He staggered across the road looking down at his shoes and didn’t seem that happy.

He’s depressed…great.

I sighed as I stretched my back and ran after him.

“Kurt! Kurt! Kurt!”

Kurt actually looked surprised to hear his name and when he turned around I saw he wasn’t Kurt.

He nearly looked like Kurt but when I saw him from the front he was much taller, had a bit of facial hair, longer hair, and wore a different outfit from Kurt.

“Oh, I’m sorry! I thought you were a…”


I figured this guy knew my name as recognizing me as the champion but I eventually realized the man himself.


He looked away from me and rubbed his neck then turned his attention back towards me.

“What are you doing out here? Where’s Kurt?” His voice started shaking and I could already see him sweating.

Just like Kurt…

“I’m looking for Kurt. We got in a fight and broke up with each other but I figured I needed to forgive him.”

“Forgive him? What did he do?”

“…I rather not say.”

Standing in front of Mr. Hoover was pretty strange. I only came to about his collar bone so he towered over me.

“Ah, I can see Kurt and I are both in the same situation…”

“Same situation?”

He walked away from me and leaned against a wooden fence.

“Yep, my wife got mad at me for drinking so much and kicked me out of the house. We didn’t get divorced but she said I can’t come home until I learn to stop having a drinking problem.”

For some reason Mr. Hoover wasn’t as rude as he was in the hospital. He was a bit calmer and seemed more sincere than last time.

“Wow, I’m sorry to hear about that, sir.”

“Eh, it’s alright. This kinda stuff has happened before so I’m pretty use to it.”

We stood in silence for a bit and he turned and stared at the graving tauros behind him.

“So, where are you heading off towards?”

He wouldn’t answer for a bit and started staring at the sky before sighing at me.

“At first I was just traveling alone not sure where I would go. Just…go with the flow. But now I feel I also need to find Kurt. Me and him need to talk…get some things out. I want to heal my relationship with Kurt.”

I was surprised to hear these words come out of his mouth. Kurt told me bad things about his father and how he didn’t like him. He was a homophobe and would treat him pretty harsh at times. Surprisingly, he didn’t act like what Kurt told me.

“Really? Well…if you want we can travel together and see if we can find him. I mean, we’re both looking for Kurt, right?”

“Yeah…guess we can. Hey, I’m sorry for being a bit rude to you at the hospital.”

I smiled at him and started feeling a bit comfortable. “Oh it’s alright, Mr. Hoover.”



“You can call me Jean if you want.”

I started chuckling and stared up at him. “Thanks, Jean.”

He laughed and we both stared walking down the dirt road together.

We weren’t sure where Kurt was but we knew we would find him…eventually.”

Kurt’s P.O.V.

I was severely depressed. I started spending more times in bars again, not gay ones. I would attend the occasional gay ones and watch the pole dancing but didn’t find myself that interested in it as much as I hoped to.


I started finding myself addictive to drugs and drinking.

A guy offered some anti-depressants when he saw my situation, course he was a drug dealer. I didn’t accept them at first as I had enough common sense but I found myself wanting them without his persuasion.

It had been about a week and I eventually became a low life bum.



That was my life.

I would fall asleep at bars until I was kicked out then would sleep on park benches until I was chased off again by security trying to keep the park decent.

My life was a huge mess right now. I spent the past few days laying on park benches drunk out of my mind, wouldn’t stop drinking, started slight anti-depressant drugs.

I limped in the back of an alley in day broad light. I couldn’t stop thinking, not about Steven. The issue wasn’t about Steven anymore but just me thinking about my life in genera. My Dad, my sexuality, my life, everything.

I was a worthless person.

A gunshot ruined my life.

Where was I suppose to go now? I can’t even remember what I majored in…

“There!” I turned my head round and my eyes went wide to the flashing blue and red lights of a cop car. It swung around the corner and I immediately took off.

Were they after me?

Who knows

But I ran like hell.

The car screeched to a stop and two cops came running out after me.

“You, stop!”

I couldn’t stop. I felt like I had no control over my legs and they ran off on their own.


I won’t.

The wind was suddenly knocked out of me as one of the cops finally caught up and slammed me into the ground. I smacked right on the ground with the side of my face in a mud puddle.

My glasses had fallen off but I could feel them yanking on my wrist and handcuffing me then one of them lifted me up.

“Idiots like you. Causing trouble around this city and disrupting the peace. Looking like an idiot with your dirty appearance and alcohol wrenched breath. Idiots.” He went on and the other laid my glasses back on my face.

I couldn’t say much nor was I even allowed to. If I did I’d probably get slapped or something.

I was shoved into the back of the car and they slammed the door behind me. Eventually they drove off back towards the jail.

Well, they didn’t exactly say jail but something alone a drunk tank. The rude one kept talking about my drunk self and other insulting areas.

What have I done with my life?

I looked down and my white pants had dirty and mud splattered areas all over. My clothes were torn and I doubt my vest had alcohol stains on it.

I mentally apologized to my dad, mother, Steven, self, Pokemon, everyone.

Same Stones Ch 17, Broken
Aw...Kurt's life sucks right now.

Somebody give him a hug.


Adventure Time
C'mon grab your Pokemon
We're going to find stupid Kurt
With Jean the Farmer
And Steven the Champion
The search will never end
It's Adventure Time! 

Sorry, just need to get this out somewhere. 

Rant: So freaking done with my mom. She's complaining about everything  I have to do, takes her work stress out on me, mentally abuses me, nearly got us in a wreck this morning with her stupid reckless driving over being ticked off on some kind of situation I wasn't aware of. I tried begin friendly, I got a bunch of exams this week and NEED some kind of supportive words from my family. But no, my Mom is causing me so much stress. I have so much more than exams this week. I have sound of music rehearsals DURING this exam week, a bunch of job interviews, etc etc and with my car broken down SHE has to drive me everywhere. She complains about the times I CAN'T CONTROL, complains about how tired she is, complains and complains. But then she goes off on me about how I need to go and find a job but when I do find one she doesn't want to help me at all!

I hate to say it but I need to get it out: I hate my Mom. Hate how she treats me like trash. Hate how she feels the need to take out all her anger on her daughter and make me feel low about myself. Hate how she's a homophobe. Hate EVERYTHING she's doing to me right now.

Getting so depressed and suicidal over this.

God, my Dad is a much better than person. She has a manager position and I know that it pays more but my dad also had one but as soon as he saw he was taking out his anger on my younger half brother and being too stressed on his family, he stepped down. He may not be getting paid much but he understands his relationship with his family is more important than having a high paying job. He works much better and more dedicated than my mom.

My Dad may not be the wealthiest right now but he has the BEST relationship with his children. He cares about them, doesn't take out his stress and anger but when he does (on occasions) he apologizes immediately and makes sure his kids knows he's sorry over what he did.

He's a better parent than my Mom.

I can't stand my Mom anymore. It's just mental abuse every time I come home.


this has nothing to do with Kurt's dad from the story. Kurt is basically centered around me a bit but his relationship with his dad is complete opposite when it comes to my Dad. We get along, my Mom? No. Homophobe? Mom. 
  • Mood: Pissed Off
  • Listening to: Jason Aldean - 1994
  • Reading: Same Stones
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Pokemon: Alpha Sapphire
  • Eating: --
  • Drinking: Salted Caramel Mocha
101 Questions You Should Be Able to Answer About Your Character

1. What is your full name? Do you have a nickname?
Kurt Bartholomew Hoover

2. How old are you? When is your birthday?
24 and uh, I really don't pay attention to my birthday anymore except when my Mom calls me. 

3. Where were you born? Where do you live now? Are you patriotic?
Littleroot Town, Hoenn Region. Lived on a farm but then lived with Steven Stone but NOW I'm traveling across the region...on the back of a camel. 

idk bruh

4. Who are/were your parents? (Names, occupations, personalities, etc.)
Dad: Jean Damascus Hoover, Farmer
- To himself and lives by the old traditions. Hates my sexuality and feels the need to question every guy I hang out with....we don't get along that well.

Mom: Elizabeth Cary Hoover, Housewife
- Overprotective, southern mother who never wants to get off of my back and is extremely emotional over me at times.

5. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like?
Dad and Mom wanted to stop at one

6. What is your occupation?
Trainer, drunkard 

7. How tall are you? How much do you weigh?
not far, toned body.

8. What color is your hair? What color are your eyes?
Dark brown, brown.

9. What is your race?

10. To which social class do you belong?
bruh idk I live on a farm. Middle?

11. Do you consider yourself to be attractive? Do others?
Well Steven went gay for me so I guess that's something. Uh, yes.

12. What is your style of dress?
Vest, button up shirts, tight skinny jeans.

13. Do you have any scars? Tattoos? Birthmarks? Other unique physical features?
Freckles, huge ears that Steven says are cute but everyone else makes fun of. Thanks, Dad. Oh, and glasses.

14. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses?
Guess we'll find out when I eat something.

15. Are you right- or left-handed?

16. What does your voice sound like?
Joshua Seth

17. What kind of vocabulary do you use?
english, idk.

18. List three quirks or other defining characteristics., gay, gay. 

Seriously? Fine. Gay, somewhat clumsy, very sexual

19. How often do you bathe? Do you wear perfumes?
Regular amount, except when I'm hungover. Just cologne

20. What kind of facial expression do you commonly wear (dour glare, wry smile, etc)?
Resting B- face.

21. Do you use body language? How?
Fist fights, boners, rolling of the eyes, shoulder shrugs.

22. Do you have a commonly used saying?
"Oh, Arceus." When in distress. 


23. What is your earliest memory?
A girl picking on me because of my freckles.

24. How much schooling have you had? Did you enjoy it?
Completed both high school and college. Yes, college is better than high school. 

25. Where did you learn most of your knowledge and skill?

26. How would you describe your childhood in general? 
Late, clumsy.

27. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up?
Pokemon Master.

28. When and with whom was your first kiss?
A kid named Matt from my freshman year of college.

29. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity?

30. Do you have a notorious or celebrated ancestor? Does that affect you? 
Nope, just a bunch of rednecks.


31. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far?
Meeting Steven.

32. What do you consider your greatest achievement?
Graduating college.

33. What is your greatest regret?
....cheating against Steven.

34. What is the most embarrassing or shameful thing ever to happen to you?
Getting hungover and acting like an idiot. 

35. Do you have any secrets? If so, what are they?
I'm pretty open about stuff.

36. What is the most evil thing you have ever done?
Slept with another guy while in a relationship (somewhat of one). 

37. When was the time you were the most frightened?
When I was 6 and one of our enraged Dodrio's broke from my Dad's grasp while he was trying to calm it down. It started running over at me and squawked it's head off. 

It's a three headed bird screaming at me. Wouldn't you be scared if you were 6?

38. Have you ever traveled outside of your country? If so, to where?
Left Hoenn region to attend college out in Johto.


39. What is your alignment?

40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic?

41. Do you believe in a god? If so, which one and why?
Idk, I guess Arceus but I'm not that religious.

42. Do you believe in an afterlife?
Heaven or Hell?

43. What is your greatest fear?
Steven never forgiving me 

44. What makes you angry? Sad? Happy? Why?
Me and my mistakes I've made in life. 

45. Do you think people are basically good or basically evil?
Depends on the person. Me? Idiot.

46. What are your views on politics? Religion? Sex?
Idc, idc, I'm a sex machine. 

47. What are your views on gambling, lying, theft, and killing?
Well, out of those choices I mainly just drink and lie. I'd like to stop since drinking is what got me in my current situation.

48. How far will you go to defend your beliefs?
Not far.

49. How much do you value money?
I waste it on alcohol.

50. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
Not love alcohol. 

51. Do you believe in self-sacrifice for the greater good? 
When I was little, yes. 

52. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
...Yes, but don't screw it up.

53. Are you superstitious?

54. How much do you respect the beliefs and opinions of others?
Somewhat, I like going on my road though.

55. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings?
I'm usually able to speak my mind but I don't know how to put it in the right order.

56. Do you have any biases or prejudices?

Dealing With Others

57. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
Steven Stone, we fell in love and he saved my life.

58. Who is the person you respect the most? Despise the most? Why?
Grandfather, Dad. Grandfather, despite his religious beliefs, always had good things planned for me. My Dad is a huge homophobe and hates me.

59. Do you have a significant other? Who?
Well, I did but looks like I screwed that up. Btw, Steven Stone.

60. Do you have a lot of friends? Who is your best friend?
Yeah, I'm not a loner but I really don't hang out with them.

61. How do you relate to members of the same race? Class? Sex?
Well, I'm gay so same sex doesn't bother me.

62. How do you relate to members of a different race? Class? Sex?
Girls are cool, most of them are actually my best friends because of my sexuality.

63. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.
...Yes, fell in love with Steven Stone in a cave. Long story short, I got shot and he saved me. Went to his house, cuddling, yelled at each other, slept with somebody, broke up. 

64. What do you look for in a potential lover?
Cute and adorable person.

65. How close are you to your family?
I tend to avoid them. 

66. Do you want a marriage, family, and/or children?
I guess marriage but not that big on kids. 

67. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?

68. Are you a listener or a talker? 

69. How long does it usually take for you to trust others?
Eh, when alcohol kicks it I'll trust you before you even speak to me.

70. Do you hold grudges?

71. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
No, but they get forced onto me sometimes.

72. Do you like interacting with large groups of people?
I don't care, I'll hang out with them.

73. How well do you express yourself?
Through alcohol

74. How quickly do you judge others?
As soon as I see their outfit or they judge me.

75. Do you care what others think of you?
Sometimes, no. 

76. Do you have any enemies? How or why are they your enemy?
Wallace. Idiot thinking he's all that and makes fun of my ears.

Personal Taste and Opinions

77. What is your favorite pastime? Color? Food? Possession?
Playing with our family's growlithe, plaid, broccoli and cheddar soup, idk.

78. What are your preferences in arts and/or entertainment?
Anything with a good beat, I listen to all types of music.

79. Do you smoke, drink, go whoring, or use drugs? Why or why not?.
Yes, I drink all the time. It's just something I enjoy despite the causes of it. Yes, alcohol has messed and screwed my life up.

80. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
Recently, bars. 

81. What is your most cherished fantasy?
Having Steven Stone back.

82. How long is your attention span?
Not that long.

83. Do you laugh a lot? What do you find funny?
I would laugh at Steven being adorable.

84. Is there anything that shocks or offends you? If so, what?

85. How do you deal with stress?
Punch stuff, cry, hate myself.

86. How much athletic ability do you have? Artistic?
I'm toned but I'm not a sports person. 

87. Do you like animals? Do you like children?
Animals? Or do you mean Pokemon? Yeah, I have a team. Children, no no no no no. Annoying demonic creatures. 

88. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
Idk, just give me a beer.

89. What are your pet peeves?
People who kick my chair behind me in class, people who pick on my ears.


90. What is your greatest strength as a person? Weakness? 
My height as helped me in a few situations whether it be by intimidation. 

91. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
My ears. 

92. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
Go with the flow.

93. Do you like yourself?
I'm alright, just don't like my ears.

94. Do you have a daily routine? How do you feel if your day is interrupted?
Nope. Sometimes I'll drink, hangover, go and drink again. 

95. What goal do you most want to accomplish in the next six months? Your lifetime?
Have Steven forgive me for being a jerk. 

96. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? 10 years? 20 years?
Still sitting in bars. 

97. If you could choose, how would you want to die?
I wish that gun wound killed me...

98. What is the one thing you would like to be remembered for after your death?
That I was always sorry for my mistakes I made. 

99. What three words would you use to best describe your personality?
Sarcastic, stubborn, gay. 

100. What three words would others probably use to describe you?
Stubborn, cold, quiet.

101. Why are you risking your life to adventure
Honestly, idk. I should've never went on this stupid pokemon adventure and just get a job. 
  • Listening to: Foster the People - Helena Beat
  • Reading: Same Stones
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Pokemon: Alpha Sapphire
  • Eating: --
  • Drinking: Sprite
So while I was doing Sound of Music I remembered that one of the Von Trapp kid's name is Kurt.

Very youngest boy with the blonde hair on the left.

totally going to draw Kurt wearing lederhosen's. 

short shorts

dem knees though 

  • Mood: Lazy
  • Listening to: Dan Tyminski: The Boy Who Wouldn't Hoe Corn
  • Reading: Same Stones
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Pokemon: Alpha Sapphire
  • Eating: --
  • Drinking: Salted Caramel Mocha


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SarkTheDelirious Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
-places this here and dives over a cliff-

Deerstrukk Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2014  Student General Artist

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kouhaichii Featured By Owner Sep 28, 2014  New member Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hola Hige-senpai,it's Haruka in a new account desu ;w;
yashu204 Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey Hige! It's me yashu204 from Pokestadium :D You might have the slightest memory of me or a huge memory :)
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RemmyFox Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014  Student General Artist
ice artz!
Deerstrukk Featured By Owner Mar 27, 2014  Student General Artist
Thank you!
TheHyenaintown Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey :)
Uhm.. You faved my Steele pic before a short time and I wondered whether you've seen the Anthro version of Steele? Was just curious :D…

Hope you don't mind my curiosity :D (and like anthro) xD
Deerstrukk Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2014  Student General Artist
It's very nice! I'm sure I saw it but I rarely favorite things these days unless It's mainly a bookmark for me to look back on or if I want to learn about it more. 
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